1/23/2011

On a night of Tetris and birds named Suzie.

Oh, hey.

Aren't there some days you feel that the quiet will eat you alive? That the solitude will swallow you whole?
That's how I've felt today. It's been unsettlingly quiet. I thought I'd enjoy the quiet when I laid down with my blankets and pillows, but the room seemed to be humming. Humming with life. A soft tune carried throughout the whole house as I closed my eyes and opened my mind. I felt that I was being judged for listening. 

What a silly thing to think
I promptly sat up in bed and made myself make noise. 
I coughed. And then giggled softly. 

Those two noises came from a living, breathing human being. Sometimes I think I forget how powerful I am. And where that power comes from. 

And how powerful silence can be.