My eyes are itching from sleepiness. My heart is on fire from my callback this evening. I auditioned last week for a short film called, "Chile Fields." It's about a 17 year old girl who escapes an abusive home life and gets her car stuck in a ditch next to a chile field. We see her struggle with her family relationships as she gets to know a young man named Jorge, as his family life is so different from her own.
Certain experiences in my life helped a great deal in connecting and understanding the part I auditioned for. While at the callback tonight, I reached out to my partner with everything I had, and yet...I'm still unsure. My gut tells me not to get my hopes up, to wait and see. I just hope they saw who I am and what I have to offer. The hardest part is waiting. I'm also in three other short scenes at the moment, which will be taking up a large part of my time over the next few weeks.
Say prayers, send good vibes my way for this part. I went in with faith in God and faith in my ability. It may be hard accepting God's will as my own, but I'm trying. That's the most I can do.
