11/07/2011

You are my home.

Hey dudes!
Currently In Love With...
Gabby Young & Other Animals
"We're All in This Together"

I've been listening to this song nonstop. It's recently been deemed it My Mellow Out song. Whenever I need to get away for a little bit, even for six minutes (or twelve, eighteen, whatever :]), I go to this video and play it next to me on the loveseat. My hectic-crazy-college-brain turns off and I let myself float away. My eyes close and my breathing deepens. Especially at the 2:11 pause...Gah. "Delicate and fragile he always was..." I love her voice in that one phrase. I'm a very happy girl.
I just had fhe with my boi. :] Our discussion was so real and poignant. We read scriptures together, prayed together, and smiled with one another. I asked questions, he answered them the best he could. We felt and thought, and felt some more. I thank my Heavenly Father for bringing Zac into my life and blessing me with such a cute eternal companion. :]
Just before fhe, I did the dishes, cleaned the kitchen, made the bed (for the first time in about a month ><), cleaned the bedroom, and folded crumpled blankets that littered the floor. A surging happiness filled me as I served Zac and our home. It's so wonderful to have a place to call "home" with Zac. He is my home. :] I am safe with him. He protects me. He holds me. He understands. He's with me.
In fact, I've found a "home" with many loved ones and acquaintances. That means you. :]
Never forget you're my home.
We're all in this together. :]

11/04/2011

Rascally bandits, wild berry poptarts, and leaf fun

It was oddly warm for a November day in Utah. I woke up numerous times this morning: first to my alarm, then to a [loud wind] crashing against the window above my head, then again, over and over again. I slept past my alarm by...almost 45 minutes. I didn't like what I saw in the mirror when I turned on the bathroom light, but sighed and put my nasty hair in a messy bun, slid two bobby pins through my bangs, washed my still-warm-from-bed face, and buried my body underneath some clothes I pulled out of the dresser in our dimly lit hallway.
Then I knelt in [prayer] against the living room couch. It amazes me how a quiet moment in the morning just to whisper humble gratitude and ask for guidance and protection is all that's needed to make it even more quiet and still. I ended my prayer, stood up from the floor, and smiled at the clock. It was gonna to be a good day. I tiptoed back into the shadowed bedroom, kissed Zac on his still-warm-in-bed face, whispered I loved him, then quickly slipped away and bustled out the door to school.
I smiled at the purple, pink, and hazy blue sky as I rushed to the HFAC. I breathed in the amazing air, feeling light. In my stage combat class, I worked with my partner on our quarter staff fight, got frustrated, then more confident in the choreography. After breaking a sweat in class, I flew back home to take a shower before my next class in an hour. Zac was still sleeping when I stepped inside, making my heart go pitter patter.
[Then he toasted us some Poptarts].
That may not sound very special, but for us it was. Wild Berry poptarts were my favorite as a kid, as well as Zac's. When I was little, my dad used to buy my brother and I certain kind of poptarts when we'd visit over the weekend. I always got the Wild Berry or Chocolate Fudge. For the longest time, I couldn't find Wild Berry poptarts anywhere! But we found some last night at Walmart. I kid you not, I cried when I asked Zac if we could buy them. hahaha I was a little tired and grumpy when we left for Walmart, so that was all it took to send me into hysterics. :)
After eating breakfast with the hubby, I hurried getting ready, needing to be at the HFAC in half an hour. I let my hair do it's own thang. I quickly put on a little makeup and perfume. Then Zac and I left for campus together, hand in hand. We made plans for me to go to his [Chemistry class], because I had a two hour break after my next class. We parted ways when we got to the HFAC. As I sat in my theatre history class, I took notes while simultaneously brainstorming ideas for [my next play]. Check out my other blog!
In Zac's Chemistry class, I was [quite the rascal]. I wrote ridiculous notes to him, whispered secrets to him, and generally caused lots of fun. hehe. After sharing that wonderful hour with him, I went to my last class of the day, Fundamental Lit. Interpretation. We talked about the [1951 version] of A Streetcar Named Desire and the play by Tennessee Williams.
MARLON BRANDO. OM NOM NOM.
After lit, Zac and I bought stamps then walked home on our merry way. I was really sleepy, as mentioned earlier, very rascally. I fell down in front of the Heritage Hall dorms and rolled around on the grass, calling out for Zac to play with me. We wrestled, threw grass on each other, kicked up leaves, and laughed a lot. We eventually came up with a game where I'd count to two, run, and on three, [jump in his arms]. Then he'd spin me as fast as he could. Looking up at the gold, red, brown, and orange leaves above me as I'd spin was so breathtaking and the laughing only made it that much more magical. :) Whenever he put me down, I would fall over on the grass, moan, then ask to do it again. On our last spin, I was screaming so loud I thought he lightly touched my face to remind me to be quiet, but then found out it was his glasses hitting me in the face! haha
Then Zac and I took a [long nap] together waking up in our room warm with that afternoon feel of safety and reminiscence.

11/01/2011

I love you, best friend

Here's to the one I love, the one I always will love, and who loves me:








Zac, I love you.
I love your silliness.
I love your playfulness.
I love your absolute perfection for me.
I love your imperfections, because it makes me realize why I love you even more.
I love that I am blessed enough to call you husband.
I love that you accept me and all of my faults.
I love that you encourage me to be better.
I love you, best friend.
Love always,
Chelsea

10/29/2011

What a happy fall day

Hey dudes.

Soon Zac, Emily, Tim, and I will march through mud and kick up some leaves, as we search for the perfect pumpkin(s). Yes, friends. To a pumpkin patch we go!

I am wearing my lucky argyle sweater and my curve-huggin' black skinny jeans. I am wearing a relatively new perfume, Black Poppy, from Pacsun. Lovebot, as Zac and I affectionately call the robot on my necklace, hangs around my neck, fit snugly in the v-neckline of my sweater. :) I am wearing the converse I got just before my first semester at byu. They've become so worn, my heel rubs up against the ground as I walk. When I take off my shoe, I can see through the bottom. If that's not love, I don't know what is. :)

Hey, there, Lovebot!

Tonight, Zac and I will go to byu's production of "Ghost Stories." It's gonna be interactive and we'll be wearing masks. Can you say pumped?!
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We just got back from the pumpkin patch and found three pumpkins worthy of carving. :) We can't name them yet, obviously. Not until after we carve them.
Zac is gonna go play some video games with his friend, Josh, in a while. That will free me up to CLEAN THE APARTMENT. Oh my word. It really needs some tlc.

Mmm.
Last night, we went to see One Day at the dollar theatre. I loved the book and adored the movie. :) We nommed on free pumpkin and chocolate chip bread with creamy butter as we walked to the theatre. Afterwards, we stopped by Zuppas and split a bowl of warm soup and a chocolate strawberry. Then we walked home, our gloved fingers intertwined, loving the night we shared.

10/24/2011

A hazmat suit, dayzero project, feminism questions, and dumb freshmen boys

Guess who just woke up from a fantabulous nap?
This girl.
Guess who started making a dayzero project yesterday?
This girl.
Guess who got a hazmat suit in the mail today?
This girl and her boy.
Guess who discussed feminism in her lit class today?
This girl.
Guess which married woman got hit on by a freshman immature punk, even after she told him she was married?
This girl.

Fantabulous Nap Experience
-The living room is super clean, so napping on my love seat felt awesome. I woke up and found myself beamingly proud of my apartment. :) (Beamingly isn't a word...Neither is fantabulous. :D)
-I slept with my pink fuzzie blanket, which I'm sure kept the nightmares away.
-I slept with my pink fuzzie blanket, which I hope didn't keep the dreams away. :( I do like dreams!

dayzero project experience
- I finally got my lazy butt to make an account with dayzero. dayzero, for those of you who don't know, is an online challenge you can sign up for. You try to complete 101 things in 1001 days. In other words, that's about 2.75 years to get 101 things accomplished. I have 26 things so far. Any suggestions would be great! Sarah Kron has already helped me with ideas for my list. She's so awesome. Thank you, Sarah! :)
-I've already started writing a letter to myself which I will open in one year exactly. I LOVE THIS PROJECT! YOU SHOULD SIGN UP.

Hazmat Suit Experience
-Zac texts me this morning to ask if I could stop by our house during my break to get the mail because a box from home came today. I thought it only had some clothes, an iPod charger cord, and his calculator in it.
-I get the box and carry it back on campus because I have some reading to do before class. I momentarily forget about the tab on the box you can pull to open it, so instead I take the box into class with the intent to ask for something sharp to open the box.
-A friend reminds me about the tab.
-Thinking I know all of the box's contents, I open it in class.
-Immediately I see a dirty plastic thing in the box. First thought, "They sent us a tent to go camping?"
-Becca and I pull the hazmat suit out of the box and we're like, "Is this a hazmat suit?" The calculator rolls free from the hazmat suit.
-Class goes into a small uproar.
-I start laughing because of nervousness and slight apprehension. Becca tells me to go put the hazmat suit on our teacher's desk. I don't because it's so dirty. hahahhaa
-The teacher enters and we, the class, giggle behind our hands.

Feminism Lecture Experience
-Honestly, I only have a question or two about this: What is feminism exactly? Is it an idea or an action or a combination of both? I've never been told flat out what feminism is and sometimes I feel shallow when I try to define feminism for myself. Merp. One thing that was reiterated in class was that feminism means different things to different individuals... Any comments would be awesome!

Freshman Boy Hitting on Me Experience
-Let's just say it was awkward, pissed me off, and made me feel horrible for his girlfriend. One memorable quote, "I've been wanting to cheat on her for a while now because I don't like being tied down. I feel too committed, you know?" He saw my ring before he said this, found out I was married, and waited until his girlfriend left to "confide" in me. Another quote he said to me, "You're very pretty." Gah. Anger.

10/22/2011

What I love about today

Sick pic.

Chortle chortle.
What I love about today:
Going on walks with my hubby. :) Two years of random strolls and still going strong.
Dancing in parking lots.
Chocolate banana shakes.
Creating a ridiculous story with Zac, one word at a time. :) Today we came up with a little boy magician who gets in a fight with his genie, Barsilus. The genie doesn't grant him 7 wishes as he promised. A crowd gathers around the two, takes off their shirts, and charges the genie. The little boy saves Barsilus, though, because the genie is a friend of his mom's. hahahhaaha
Curling my hair and putting on makeup today for the first time this week. ><
Wearing my lucky argyle sweater.
Ward Halloween party tonight... :) Guess who's gonna be a zombie?
Writing several pages for my play and actually having fun!

What do you love about today?

10/21/2011

I love seeing you smile. Never stop.

I have been sick all. week. long. And I am so. sick. of. it. haha
Never fear fellow followers!
I feel so much better than I did on Sunday night and I've gotten progressively better. But right now I just want the weekend. :(
She is so adorable. I wish I looked like her right now. Note: This isn't me. 
Speaking of the weekend, I am supposed to have my bridal shoot on Saturday, but I don't think that's happening. Once again... :(. I'm not even sure I'm in the mood for it, what with all the sneezing and headaches and overall grumpiness. :( I will post pictures when the pictures are up for me to see! And I promise I'll be happy in them. :)
As today approached, I grew more and more worried about it.
My play writing class is so hard. I sometimes wonder if I'll ever get it.
On Tuesday, I suddenly realized the dwindling amount of students who had yet to subject themselves to reading their plays out loud. Therefore, I had an inkling my play would be read today. Guess what? I was right.
It's so much worse when other students politely read the play, and you can see them trying to ignore the teacher's corrective remarks in bright red ink splattered all over the pages.
But that's not the end of it! Oh, no. We had a famous playwright come to BYU this morning for a forum. Obviously, I went and was deeply enthralled with her. An hour later, I am at my playwriting class, and SHE SHOWS UP. YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS.
*Just a little background: My play deals with a very personal experience where a Mormon girl dates an atheist boy...blah blah blah*
This brilliant playwright isn't Mormon and she stated clearly in her forum she is a very liberal minded person. (Totes fine and all kinds of sweetness, if you ask me). In fact, the reason she was at BYU was to talk more about our "conservative" take on life and theatre as a whole.
To have her sit in and listen to my play that is 1) mediocre, 2) so freaking Mormon, and 3) VERY PERSONAL was...challenging. But I happened to steal a glance at her when the play reading finally finished. She was beaming at me! I blushed hardcore.
Me looking bashful. ><
Then George asked me to share my story behind the play. I was shocked, but blundered my way through it, cried a lot and found a new place I could call home. I'll be working on the second draft allll weekend long.You can read more about it my other blog.

[Scene Break]
I made spaghetti and meatballs tonight for dinner. Didn't use a recipe or nothing for the meatballs and they tasted great! I think I'm getting braver in the kitchen. :D

Though you may go through hardships, never let that stop you from smiling. Though you may find yourself totally "alone," never let that stop you from recognizing those that love you. Because I love you and your smile. :)