My selfishness seems to have breezed away, sifted through my fingers, and been lost in the chaotic world I now live. My hands hold humility. Dedication to my one and only. My Husband. What a safe, fulfilling, and completing word, "husband." "Me" and "I" never escape my lips. "We" or "us," however...I whisper these promises to him when night has fallen and we're curled up in blankets. When the morning sun shines through our window, I roll over and find myself in his blue eyes. My eyes shine with tears and my promises are silently shouted between the two of us. :)
Zac's currently at work, making 8 bucks an hour at the Regal movie theater. I'm in our room we share in the back of his parent's home in Simi Valley. Our room is a complete disaster and I want to clean it within an inch of its life before Zac gets home tonight. Apparently people are already waiting in line for the Harry Potter Midnight premier! 28 hours early! Holy smokes. o.O I won't be going to the midnight premier because Zac will be working tomorrow night. We'll go see it on Monday hopefully. :) It's so weird that it's all ending, right? Harry Potter...no more. Harry, Hermione, and Ron were with me when I felt alone beginning in elementary skool and onward. I'm gonna be a sobbing mess throughout the whole movie. I just know it. Bah.
I have been on a Ludo kick for a good month now. How on earth are they so good?!?!?! My brother got me their newest CD for a wedding present and I've fallen in love with Ludo all over again. Here's one of my favorite songs from Prepare the Preparations :)
My face is not happy right now. :( Darn acne. >< Zac allows me to complain about my zits when we're alone with one another, in private. But he doesn't understand why I moan about them when we're out in public. He's pulled me close so many times recently, reassuring me when I smile and laugh no one sees the imperfections that swallow me whole. I love him for that.
Well I'd better get cleaning, folks. I promise I'll blog more. I pinky promise!
xoxox Chelsea
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